Are you having a bad day? Well, I just want to turn your gray skies into blue by sharing these words.
I always felt sad and worthless before. I look at myself saying “Whats the point of my existence?”. The reason why I felt those things is because of the negative and hurtful words I received before. I was surrounded by pathetic people. I have chosen the wrong person to trust. I thought they were there to put me up and support me but they pulled me down instead. But I never told my family about those stuffs until I finally got fed up. I cried in front of my mom. That was the day I remember, I forgot to pray. I forgot that God will always be there to help me in all bad situations. My mom and I had a heart-to-heart talk. I told her everything. At first I tried to be strong, but as I say all the insults they said, I started breaking down.
PRAYER. Thats the only answer. With my family’s and God’s help, and new friends, I gradually put myself back together. The way I was before I met those fake and pathetic people… slowly came back. The happy, crazy, and noisy me is finally back. I realized that all the time I was with those fakes I was pretending I wasn’t “ME”. I wanted to please them because they hate “typical” girls. They want me to be like someone who I don’t even wanted.
Enough with those sad stories!
By praying every day, surrounding myself with positive people, telling all my problems to my family and listening to good music I finally built myself back again. I ignore all negative and pathetic thoughts people say about me.
As 2016 comes, I will definitely just look back and laugh at those experiences I had. Thank you God for helping me overcome all the “down” parts of life.
Hope you guys enjoyed reading this, have a great day ahead!